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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
what have i become?
Monday, November 12, 2007/ 3:21 PM
in meeting 3 now.. DAMN BLOODY FREAAKING SIAN!!!!
eventhough the problem's ok, i really do not have the mood to do anything.. haiz.. today's an absolute waste in terms of days.. i just hoped there are no longer any more days like 2day.. i don't know whats wrong with me today.. i feel i've changed ever since coming to poly.. changed from being that quiet kental who keeps everything in him and not share with anyone.. da guy who soaks things up and does not get affected.. someone who can handle pressure and stress emotionally.. and da guy who seems somewhat a mystery to his friends.. i used to like being alone.. prefered being alone than to be with someone.. da life of a loner.. a nobody.. now, i've changed to being an outspoken softie.. emotions and all.. me then would seriously fucking laugh at me now, looking at what i have become.. where was that toughness i had? where was the titanium vault that locked up all these emotions away.. keys non-existent.. juz slabs of titanium at 6 places covering stubborn things in its place.. how i wish it would come back to me.. or hw i wish it would be there again.. i seriously need a reboot.. a big boot to RE-boot.. something hard to make this new me subside.. and the old me to revive.. not fully but partially.. da part where that mental toughness dominated.. psychological toughness playing its part.. where has it gone to..? i may sound soft.. but this is just an inside look into what lies beneath this facade.. da true me.. someone nobody knows after secondary school.. da me who was locked away with all those dents in the time barrier.. destined for oblivion.. get ready for a character check.. its coming soon people!! those involved: please do not get surprised by the change.. its just a check.. or maybe it might be permanent.. so be patient.. to dear, i will still love you even if i change.. and i hope you will.. =] * i am not myself no more * |